Well...not too much is new. I've been tired, but otherwise i can't complain too much. I have meds to take if I start feeling nauseous, so that's taken care of. I have an appointment August 23, in Pittsburgh, to get another opinion. My doctor here requested that I go up there.
Otherwise...
- I'm tired a lot.
- Most of the time I don't know what day it is.
- I don't answer my cell.
- I usually eventually answer texts.
- The only time I cough is when I lean over. It is a dry cough. ( In case you were wondering)
- I've invented the terms Chemopause and Chemocold
- I've become lightly obsessed with retro tennis shoes.
- I'm super anxious to figure out when my woobie Kristin and my niecee, Noey, are visiting.
- I miss my peeps in Nashville.
- I'm missing items I left behind in TN.
- I'm looking forward to seasons one and two of Blossom arriving.
Most of all I'm thankful. Thankful for the awesome support, love and prayers of those around the world. Thank you to those who have sent gifts, cards, balloons, flowers and other trinkets. They aren't necessary, but are definitely a bright spot in my day.
I must say that I totally feel God working in my life. Despite the low times I have, most of the time, I find my peace in Him. Trusting and giving it all to Jesus was something I did from day one. It's made a huge deal in my life. Like I say, I do have my low times, but I'm not afraid to feel. I own it, Yo!
Overall despite this whole cancer thing:
Much Love!
K*
Kristi -- you're awesome. Your spirit shines through in your writing so clearly. KICK CANCER'S BUTT, okay??
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ReplyDeleteYour thankfulness is a testament to your faith in God. Keep that gratitude-attitude going! Thanks for the Bing video!
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ReplyDeleteThanks! I'm kicking it's @ss. It knows it's not welcome'round here, Yo!!
Did I read you are moving to PA? I'm healing here in the WV at the parents house. Let me know if you are around these parts.
<3 K*
I really like the term "chemopause"!
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ReplyDeleteI have a friend at work who was diagnosed with Stage IV Breast Cancer in 2007 - she was barely 28. She was in treatment for eight months, was in remission, and then around Halloween, the docs discovered two tumors that had metastasized in her brain. She has been told now that she will never be cancer free. I co-wrote her story for a small publication at work - it's a pretty amazing story, like yours. She is an amazing ambassador as well - I'd be happy to get you in touch with her if you'd like to swap stories and offer each other support. She's pretty awesome.
I lost my grandfather almost a year ago to cancer. We only knew about the tumor for 36 hours before he went on his way beyond this world. I still can't talk/write about it without losing my composure. He was my hero. He had all kinds of heart problems. I never thought it would be cancer that would take him.
I hate cancer.
I am always amazed at people who are diagnosed with cancer. I feel like I really need to re-evaluate my life and my "issues" and be grateful for what I do have.
And I have to mention that I love the font you use in the blog too. :)
I'm following your blog now. Looking forward to how the rest of your story pans out.
Carly
I attribute your sunny attitude to being raised on great 80s cartoons like Strawberry shortcake, Rainbow Brite and Care Bears --- well, that in addition to JESUS of course... :-D
ReplyDeleteI love you and can't wait to come visit!!!
I am so glad that you are feeling ok. Cancer sucks. Here's to kicking it's disgusting a$$! I still need your ADDRESS!!! I feel like I am the only one that does not have it. :( Take care my friend. I love you!
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